No fake P&L. No edited screenshots. No course to sell. Every prop firm fee, every trade, every loss — published in the open. This is what real trading looks like before it works.
I'm starting with ₹2,00,000 — capital I've decided I'm willing to lose. Instead of trading my own money, I take prop firm challenges (The 5%ers, Goat Funded Trader, and others) until one funds me. Every fee leaves a hole in the ₹2L. Every trade is logged. Every failure is dated and named. Either I find a system that works, or I run out of money trying — and you'll see exactly which one happened.
The system is mine. The discipline is public. I trade only on Gold — what the specific setups are stays private (followed strategies get crowded; copied strategies stop working). What you see here, every day, is whether I followed the system or broke it. That's the receipt that matters.
The rule says risk one percent. The calculator turns that one percent into a lot size you can place in your broker — no math, no overrides, no doubling up after a loss. Built for Gold (XAUUSD) on standard spec contracts.
Standard XAUUSD spec — 1 lot = 100 oz, $1 movement = $100 P&L per lot. The 1% risk is locked in your playbook; never override it after a loss. The market will be there tomorrow.
This is where the ₹2 Lakhs actually goes. Each challenge listed below either passed, failed, or is still in play. The fees are real, the dates are real, and the failures aren't deleted.
Manual entries, no API spoofing. Direction, entry, stop, target, lot, risk, RR, P&L, setup tag. The good, the bad, the revenge trades — all of it.
Each bar = one day. Green = profit · red = loss.
Net P&L by playbook setup — adherence pays.
| Date | Inst | Dir | Entry | SL | Exit | Lot | Risk | RR | R | Result | P&L | Setup |
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Short, raw, dated. Whatever the market took from me — capital, ego, sleep — and what I'm changing because of it.
I post every challenge result and every weekly recap on Instagram and YouTube under Restart with Raj. If it ends in a funded account, you saw it happen. If it ends at zero, you saw that too.
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